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In The Potting Yard

Attending 3Generate 2025 with a group of 36 young people from Gatwick and Mole Valley Circuit, our campsite sat underneath a sign declaring ‘The Potting Yard‘.

As I spent a weekend as part of a team who cared for and nurtured these young people, I found God spoking to me, encouraging me and challenging me through the image of being in ‘The Potting Yard’. This inspired be to write the following reflection.


As you therefore have received Christ Jesus the Lord, continue to live your lives in him, rooted and built up in him and established in the faith, just as you were taught, abounding in thanksgiving.

Colossians 2:6-7


In The Potting Yard

In the potting yard,
are pots ready to be filled.
tools ready to be used.
compost ready to be potted.
seeds ready to be sown.

Seeds full of potential,
But need a gardener’s care and attention.
Seeds that need regular watering.
Seeds in need of a gardener who will watch them closely,
watching they don’t get too hot or too cold.
too wet, or too dry.

Seeds that begin to sprout,
But are hugely fragile.
Whose fresh shoots will whither and fade if neglected in these early moments of life.
Whose roots are small, unable to store up many resources for the long term.

The gardener must tend and care regularly.
Must know what their seeds and sprouts need,
To nurture them into growth.

In the potting yard,
are seedlings ready to be re-potted.

Seedlings that are green and full of promise,
Their stems are beginning to strengthen,
Leaves beginning to broaden,
Roots beginning to spread.

They need to new ground,
A larger pot,
Space, free of their fellow seedlings, to be free to grow further.

They’re still fragile.
Especially just after they’ve been re-potted.
Their fragile roots have been disturbed,
And the re-potting could be a moment they wither…
But with the right attentiveness from the gardener,
The new ground brings them new sustenance,
And they begin to flourish and grow.

As roots spread and stems strengthen,
The gardener can begin to step back…
Knowing they don’t need to water every single day.
That the door to the potting yard can be left open,
Pots can be put outside in the sun and left to begin to harden up,
To grow resilience for life in the big wide world,
It’s winds and rains,
The warmth of day and the cool of night.

The gardener doesn’t neglect them,
They are still attentive and caring,
But it is different.
Because the nurturing that been,
Has led to strengthening stems and widening roots,
The seedlings now have more of their own inner resources,
They have their own sources of self-care and sustenance.

In the potting yard,
I am.
Ready to be tended and cared for.
Ready to be nurtured.
To be carefully potted and planted.
To be tended by the all-embracing, loving arms of God the gardener.

To be nurtured by discovering the God given resources that are within.
Those I knew I had, those I didn’t know I had.
To weather the winds of the world,
The seasons of dry ground,
And learn to draw on that which is stored up within.

In some moments,
I feel dry and parched,
In others I look withered, and certainly don’t look of feel my best,
but the nurturing I’ve journey with has given me strength to weather these seasons.

In the potting yard,
You are.
Ever present
Never neglectful.
Tending and caring and pruning and watering and potting and turning and feeding.

And no matter how parched or withered I may think I am,
You always know the moment to quench that dry ground.
To offer sustenance when weary.
Shelter when buffeted by the winds of the world.

You never tire.
You never grow weary.
You are never neglectful.

God my gardener,
Nurture me,
Day by day,
Into the person you have made me to be,
Call me to be,
And know me to be.

When December Comes

A poem I wrote while preparing to lead Blue Christmas at Leatherhead Methodist Church in 2024 – a service to feel what we feel during the Christmas season.

When December Comes

We turn the page on November,
and so its time for December to begin,
and with it comes a cacophony,
of stuff and tasks and things.

There’s activity, the lists of jobs,
the shopping, gifts and treats,
planning who we’ll see, and when,
and then there’s what we’ll eat.

But inside, there’s something else,
that I don’t what to ignore,
but I don’t know what to do with it,
because feelings are hard to explore.

they say Christmas is a season
of joy, peace, hope and love,
but with it comes some memories
that for me, don’t hold that stuff.

They’re feelings that I can’t hold back,
but sometimes struggle to figure out,
they hurt, in ways I can’t express,
God knows what they’re about.

So here I am, with how I feel,
acknowledging it all.
Amidst my noise, my inner thoughts,
my feelings, all a whirl.

You say that Jesus Christ was born
to be God with us, Emmanuel,
Lord amidst my noise and thoughts,  
would you come to me and dwell.

Right now, I don’t need fixing,
I’m not broken, I’m not weak.
I’m just a human being,
being honest in how speak.

So Lord this prayer I offer,
is simple on your part.
May I just know that you are with me,
may I know it, in my heart.

Joy to the World- Communion Liturgy for Christmas

A communion liturgy designed for use in an all age setting for the Christmas season.

I share the PDF and PowerPoint versions here so that it can be freely used by others. I simply ask that if used, attribution to its source is made.

If a word file, rather than PDF, would be more helpful to you, please contact me.

Downloadable PowerPoint (16:9 ratio)

Striving for the good of God to come out on top

I don’t often talk about the devil and spiritual warfare. From memory, I don’t think I’ve often preached on the topics, bar a fleeting reference or a small segue before coming back to the main sermon trajectory.

It’s probably a failing on my part as a church leader that I don’t. But I so often feel more drawn to preaching on God’s all embracing love, God’s unwavering grace, God’s transforming hope. Bad and evil don’t feel quite so attractive!

But this past week, when I sat down to read the lectionary passages for this Sunday (25th August 2024), I was immediately certain that God was asking me to preach on Ephesians 6:10-20 – the armour of God.

“Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his power. Put on the whole armour of God, so that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.”

Ephesians 6:10-11

Day by day, as I came to reflect on the passage a bit more, and listen for God’s voice as I discern what God is willing me to say – there was silence.

When I’m doing sermon prep, there’s often a point where I’ve got more ideas that I can handle and I have to stop praying and thinking and start praying and thinning down! But this time, just getting something onto the page wasn’t happening.

It was like there was a brick wall between me and God. Between me and inspiration, Between me and hearing the voice of Spirit. I still knew this was the passage I needed to preach on – despite multiple little voices in my head saying; ‘I’ve got it wrong’, ‘dig out an old sermon instead’, ‘maybe this isn’t the right passage’.

Those voices were strengthening, but at the same time, the voice of personal experience – that when a sermon feels hard to bring to birth, sticking at it and continuing to wait on God always reaps results.

In many ways, my experience tells me that the harder I find a sermon is to craft – the more right it is for me to craft it and preach it.

By Thursday morning, I had reached the last bit of time I had to craft a sermon due to then having a couple days of leave. I was trying desperately to remain faithful and trust God – at the same time as beginning to feel a sense of panic – ‘what if I don’t get this sermon crafted today?’. ‘God I ain’t going to preach on spiritual warfare on Sunday without a plan – come on and help me here!’.

I turned to some commentaries and as I opened up Tom Wright’s ‘for everyone’ commentary notes on this passage everything began to make sense.

Tom writes about his own experience with this passage, and multiple barriers he experienced. My experience was no different. The reality is that preparing to preach on spiritual warfare was itself spiritual warfare.

As soon as I came to name that truth – inspiration struck, and the words flowed. Amazing really, that my writing was unlocked by simply recognising that my seeking to craft a sermon was being hampered by the spiritual battle between good and evil. It was like a doorway was suddenly added to my wall. A door was unlocked. A barrier removed.

And then since that moment of writing, I’ve come against multiple things in life that have been personal discouragements. Hurting me. Getting me down. Knocking my confidence. Tiring me out.

But as I come back to reflect on this sermon on the armour of God – I’ve come to realise that those personal discouragements and knocks are evil at work – trying to push back against the work of God and the flourishing of goodness in the world.

Once again, as so often happens for me, before I can preach on a passage, that passage needs to speak to me.

So today, as I put on the armour of God, and I preach on Ephesians 6:10-20, I will preach with all I have, heart on sleeve. Evil will not win, because good is stronger than evil. God is more powerful that any other. The good of God, when we seek it and strive for it – will always come out on top.


Featured Image: the path up Box Hill, Surrey. The journey up can be hard work – but the view’s that are revealed once you’re there are breath-taking. Hard work, diligence and ‘sticking at it’ pay off!

Come Holy Spirit

Come Holy Spirit.

One of the shortest and simplest prayers in all history.
Yet a prayer with power and breath and depth beyond measure.
For in praying Come Holy Spirit,
We invite you, God, to come to us.

We know you’re already here.
Already with us.
But we forget, sometimes.
Sometimes we go about our lives, our discipleship, our worship,
Forgetting, that Spirit, you’re with us.

So we pray,
Come Holy Spirit.

We open ourselves to your already present presence.
Come Holy Spirit.

Come and encourage us.
Come and inspire us.
Come and heal us.
Come and strengthen us.
Come and empower us.
Come and hold us.

Come, Holy Spirit.


Originally written for an ecumenical Pentecost service in Effingham and Little Bookham, Surrey, 19th May 2024.

The prayer ‘Come Holy Spirit’ was inspired by the work of Rabanus Maurus, a 9th Century Frankish Monk, who wrote a song ‘Veni Creator Spiritus’, (Come, Creator Spirit). in the 13th Century it developed into a familair prayer across the Western Church, ‘Veni Sancte Spiritus’ (Come Holy Spirit).

Letting go of jumble on the jumble sale

After my wife and I married, we spent 6 happy years as part of Mount Charles Methodist Church, St Austell, Cornwall.

Among the congregation was a wonderful lady named June. She played the church organ and, she was also the proud and seemingly life-long custodian of one of the brik-a-brak stalls at every church fayre. if my memory serves me correctly, it was jewellery, broaches and necklaces and earrings and other shiny things.

As every church fayre approached, the boxes of goods would come out of wherever June stored them, she would lovingly unpack and display the goods on the table ready for sale.

Then at the end of each event, she would equally as lovingly box the remaining items up, and take custody of them until the next church fayre.

The problem was, that bar the odd item, the same items went back into the boxes that had come out. Much of what I would lovingly call ‘jumble’ never got sold, but was kept hold of.

I’ve been thinking about June and her stall this week following last Sundays lectionary reading of John 2:13-25. It is the episode in the gospel story when Jesus upturns the tables in the temple, and lets the animals go free declaring ‘Take these things out of here! Stop making my Father’s house a market-place!’

In a dramatic story, Jesus declares the temple had become a marketplace, challenging the unjust trading, and the way was distracting people from God.

The passage goes to to share how Jesus talked of his own body as a temple (verse 19 & 21). The physical temple in Jerusalem was the place God dwelt with Gods people, but Jesus suggests he himself, his body, is a temple, and points us to see that Jesus was a person in whom God dwelt.

Elsewhere in the bible, we read a further reflection on ‘temple’ places where God dwells. In the book of 1 Corinthians 6, we read “do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit?”.

Which brings me back to June and her brick-a-brak. If we are temples of the Holy Spirit – people in whom God dwells – is there jumble on the jumble sale of our lives that needs upturning and taking out? Is there stuff in our lives that distracts us from God?

Sometimes we know there are things in our lives we need to let go of, but we hold on because they are familiar, comfortable, certain, while also knowing they distract us. Perhaps there may even be times when we hold onto the jumble because it is a distraction, and we’re fearful and what God will say when we remove them.

‘Take these things out of here! Stop making my Father’s house a market-place!’

Are we ready and willing to allow Jesus to help us remove the distraction inducing jumble, to make space in our lives and our hearts, for Jesus?

Are we ready to allow ourselves to experience the depth & breadth of his love?

May we be willing to allow Jesus to upturn that which needs upturning, that we might turn to be more fully who God calls us to be.

Does God watch The Traitors?

This week, the hit series The Traitors returned for it’s second UK series. It’s described as an ultimate murder mystery game, where more than 20 people compete in challenges to add money to the prize pot, and try to live to the end of the game  to win the money.

The twist – among the contestants, are the faithful – and the traitors. The faithful meet at the round table each day for banishment – voting out who they think is a traitor. Then, each night, the traitors meet to decide which faithful they will murder.

Early on in episode 2 of series 2, while gathering at breakfast, Charlie, one of the contestants is talking about how she dealt with her first night wondering who would be murdered, and says:

“cos I’m a Christian and I’m like please (puts her hands together in prayer). I mean, I don’t know whether God watches the traitors”

Another contestant, “I’m sure he does, or she.”

Episode 2, Series 2, The Traitors UK

Hearing that conversation has set my mind thinking.

The Traitors, with its treachery and deceit, isn’t the sort of place I would naturally expect to find a Christian – but perhaps that’s my own unconscious bias talking. So where is God in all this? Does God even have time to watch TV? Does God watch The Traitors?

Given how much the games is actually about power, influence and deceit – it is perhaps not the sort of thing I would intially expect God to want to watch. The Traitors is a game about winning money, and players are there because they want to win that prize. It is a programme that tests players, seeing what lengths they will go to to win. In that light, it is about materialism and greed.

But it also a programme about people’s positions power and influence among the group.

The only thing a faithful player knows, is that they are faithful. So as players try to work out who are the traitors, they have no idea who to trust – or how much. They may try to work with others. They may build alliances. They may plant seeds of doubt in one another minds.  But those relationships are always fragile – for players also, know that those with whom they consult and collaborate might actually be traitors themselves, and could end up using those conversations against them. Alliances don’t tent to last long.

The traitors, they known who is a traitor, and who is faithful. In that they have an upper hand – but that doesn’t mean it is easy for them.

They have to carefully calculate ways to influence the group, where to thrown subtly suspicion, where to keep ion the background, where to take a lead. And when it comes to their night-time murdering in traitor tower, they have to carefully analyse their best choices of who to kill off – mindful that each morning, remaining players will analyse who has been killed off as a potential clue to who the traitors are. If they are not careful, a traitors own treachery could be their downfall.

So ultimately, The Traitors is quite an unhealthily place. Where trust, if existent at all, is fragile. Where deceit is abounding. Where treachery is never far away. And all that is a long way from the sort of community God wants humanity to live in.

So for me, there is an element of watching the Traitors that teaches me what sort of community God calls me to live in, by presenting an opposite. It is nothing like the post-Pentecost community we find in Acts 2, where generosity, togetherness and shared life together are characteristics of the community of believers. The Traitors shows the damage that happens when a community is plagued with suspicion and treachery and selfish use of infleunce and power.

Surely God doesn’t want to watch that.

yet, as I watch The Traitors, I also see a game that demonstrates the importance of relationships. It shows that without trust, relationships are often superficial and fragile. It shows how hard it can be to live in community with others, and work with others, when trust is lacking or absent. It shows human diversity in the different personalities, approaches and responses players make.

The show as we watch it, is inevitably influenced by it’s producers and editors, alongside what I think is a brilliantly played protagonist role by Claudia Winkelman. But I find the way the programme tells stories of individuals tussling with choices fascinating, as players wrestle between selfishness or selflessness, truth and lies, friendship and suspicion, trust and distrust.

Players are not just playing a game, they are living this game, and as time goes on and relationships strengthen and deepen, those choices get harder. While not extensively unpacked, there are hints of how such intense environments impact on individuals anxieties and mental health – espeically when genuinely faithful people are suspected as traitors, or the traitors themselves choosing to deceive or cross people with whom they have build relationships.

While remembering this is a game show, a humanly constructed environment and to some extend a directed community – it is still a community – a community where people show real emotions and real struggles with trust and truth.

So, does God watch The Traitors? Who knows, but i don’t think that is actually the important question. Not for me anyway.

For me, the question is: Is God speaking to me as I watch the Traitors? And to that, my answer is a resounding yes.

Because as I watch, I find myself challenged to think afresh about what healthy community looks like. Reminded of the importance of trust for a flourishing community, of the negative impact the selfish use of influence and power can have. Of the  imapct of my personal choices on others.

I am not living in the midst of a murder mystery game – but I do live in community. Community where relationships matter. Community where I, and the people I meet, are also living with the real struggles of life, of truth, of trust.

The Traitors is challenging afresh to reflect on my life, my relationshiops, my interactions with others. That who I am, how I behave, how I utilise the power and infleunce I have, will be, not for my glory – but the glory of God.

Header Image: The Traitors UK logo, sourced from http://www.bbc.co.uk.

More about The Traitors: https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/articles/2xRtJpWRbKcwPdXs7bZnxxH/the-traitors-how-the-show-works

Advent: A time of Wanting

The 3rd in a 3 part series for the start of Advent

Advent.
A time of wanting.

What do you want for Christmas?
A new bike, a new microwave,
A box of chocolates, but not one with the minty ones in…

This world is filled with wants.

Adverts, telling us what we want.
Watching the news and desperately wanting peace where there is conflict.
Business Enticing us with wants.
Hearing of friends suffering, and longing for them to be freed of their pain.
Supermarkets tempting us with treats and tantalizing tastes.
Wanting to live in a world where the most basic of human needs are met by all in this world.

But how do we distinguish our desires between selfishness and selflessness.
How do we keep our wanting in check with God’s wanting for us?

And in that moment,
advent connects with the climax of the story.
Christs words in Gethsemane echo in our ears:
“Father, not what I want, but what you want.”

Advent.
A time of wanting.

Wanting as Jonah did, inside the belly of a fish, for 3 nights praying, re-orientating himself from his own wants and desires.
Not what I want, but what you want Lord.

Wanting as Mary did, as she accepted the angel’s word: “Here am I, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word.” Luke 1:38
Not what I want, but what you want Lord.

Advent.
A time of wanting.
Yet – what are we wanting?

A time of watching.
Yet – what are we watching for?

A time of waiting.
Yet – What are we waiting for?

Advent: A time of Watching

The 2nd of a 3 part series for the start of advent.

Advent.
A time of watching.

Watching the news.
Watching the world go by
Watching children, and grandchildren play.
Watching the sun rise and set,
Watching the seas roll and break on the shore,
Watching the trees bend under the weight of the wind

Yes watching, it seems, is not merely seeing.
Watching goes deeper than simply observing and acknowledging what we see.
Watching involves interpreting, it involves foreseeing,
Looking at both the now, and the not yet,
The present and the yet to be.

Advent.
A time of watching.

Watching, as Noah did, for the waters to recede.

Watching as All Israel did,
watching for the Messiah,
But when messiah came, they rejected, ignored, dismissed.
The Messiah that came was not what they had been watching for.

Advent.
A time of watching.

What are we watching for?
Watching for what we want God to do?
Or watching for God’s voice, God’s action in this world?

Advent.
A time of watching.
A time of waiting.

Recommended Read: God Soaked Life

If you’re looking for a book which helps you to encounter more of God – then this could just be what you’re looking for.

God Soaked Life, by Chris Webb, begins with an imaginative parable which paints a scene of life with God as living in a ‘unifying presence of the community of love’, setting the scene for the rest of the book.

Through the journey of the book, Webb highlights the invitational nature of scripture, where he suggests God is inviting us to live and love in community. We are all a work in progress, none of us are ever perfect, but regardless, we are valued in God’s Kingdom community. God’s love overflows for us, and God invites us to overflow in love for others – simple because we love as God loves.

Webb encourages us to embrace the vulnerability of honestly, in prayer, in community, in relationship with God, and accept God’s invitation to live a life soaked in God, day, by day, day. And as we do, we discover just how deeply God is already in all things.

I found reading God Soaked Life by Chris Webb an easy, yet riveting and enlightening read, that reframed and deepened my own understanding of what it means to live in relationship with God. Living a life of God Soaked Love, God Soaked community, God Soaked Life.


God Soaked Life: Discovering a Kingdom Spirituality, by Chris Webb is published by Hodder Faith.

ISBN: 9781473665286


The below service from leatherhead Methodist Church includes me preaching with reference to this book, in particular the opening imaginative parable.